My unexpected birthday gift ...

The day after my 34th birthday I tested and got a BFP :) I find myself reluctant to be overly excited due to our 1st loss but pray every day that this is our sticky baby. With every day that passes, my hopes increase that it is. My thought pattern has been so wonky since my BFP. I don't want to 'jinx' anything. Like the other day, I bought this shirt to announce our pregnancy to the in-laws ....

The mere purchase of the onesie made me worry that we were tempting fate. My husband is more 'live in the moment' and seems to be able to relax a little more than me. I'm trying to adapt some of his laid back attitude. But I still worry everytime I go to the bathroom that I'll see spotting ... like last time.

But for today I am pregnant and I am excited and extremely, extremely thankful.