Loss

Six days ago, I was pregnant. Four days later, I was not. Technically this is termed a 'chemical pregnancy'. But to me I lost my baby. A baby my husband and I so desperately want. A baby that took us almost a year to conceive. I had 4 days of euphoria, followed by days of such sadness that all I want to do is sleep. My husband has been so amazing and I have found therapy in his loving arms and have medicated myself with my puppy's kisses and cuddles. I have also found support from my friends on TheBump, who were so excited for my 'BFP' and have sent such lovely notes to me. Some of them, unfortunately, have lived the same experience. Through them I know I will mend. But for now I still feel pretty broken.